I’ve never been a worried about germs or given these matters too much thought in the past, and even though I’ve become more and more concerned about what’s happening now, I’ve managed to stay pretty realistic so far. I’ve been lucky enough for most of my life to remain relatively healthy overall.
So now that I’m possibly experiencing symptoms that match those of the novel coronavirus, I’m not sure how to feel about it. I’m not panicked, but I definitely feel a real feeling of unease every time it hurts to swallow. At the same time, I know the power of suggestion is huge in times like these, so I’m trying to balance a dose of healthy fear with the facts. Unfortunately, we are in a place in the US where nobody knows how many people are actually infected with this virus and how many may just be sick with the variety of other bugs floating around this time of year.
I probably don’t have CoVid-19 right now, but the responsible thing to do right now is to act as though I do and adjust my behavior accordingly. Even if I do have it, my chances of actually dying from it are low, (which is somehow less comforting than you would think it would be). After I hit the ”post reply” button here, I’ll probably go take my temp, disinfect the things I’ve touched recently, and do what I can to keep away from my roommate and her daughter. And of course, I’ll wash my hands (again).
Let’s face it, none of us really know what the fuck is going on or how many people are actually infected. This is especially true here in the United States.
One thing is for sure, I’m definitely not holding my breath to get tested!