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Samurai Vehicular Lord Rick
Location: northeastern New York Total Likes: 1902 likes
No matter where you go, there you are...
| | | Fucking Mad < on 10/1/2008 6:31 AM > | Reply with Quote
| | | I know that this isn't the place to blog, but fuck a duck I am upset. Shael and I went out for a ride tonight after she got done work and towards 2am, we ran across my friends coming home from Burlington. As I was driving the Lumina, I did the imperso-cop on my friend because he's paranoid about the fuzz. I had him at first and then he saw that it was me. Anyways, we sat in their driveway gabbing and it just occured to me how fucked up he has gotten. Fucking drugs. I'm sick of them. You want to puff a bit of reefer, fine, but these fucking prescription pills suck. He's so addicted, it's like he's a walking cliche and then he's all woe is me and blah blah blah... makes me want to kidnap him, handcuff him to a tree in the middle of nowhere and detox his punk ass. I'm mad that's he so fucked up on this shit, i don't even know what to say. I'm pissed that his wife and baby son have to see this shit. I'm mad that he's so fucked up he does nothing but feel sorry for himself... I'm just mad. I don't even really know how to help other than the brute force methodology of detox. fucking oxys... I can't believe these things were even legal! So, yeah, i'm fucking mad.
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| 944kid
Location: PJ, NY Gender: Neither Total Likes: 1 like
| | | Re: Fucking Mad < Reply # 1 on 10/1/2008 7:38 AM > | Reply with Quote
| | | I can relate. I've got a good cold brewing in my chest and because of my past abuse/OD of prescription and OTC meds, I won't take a dayquil... not even a tylenol for a headache. Currently, I'm dabbling with Coricidin Cough & Cold. It's main active ingredient (DXM) is a powerful psychedelic at high doses. Some people say it's like LSD, but since I've never been in a position to try it, I can't say for sure. Drug addiction is powerful. I can't say I was physically addicted to pot when I smoked, but I was mentally addicted to the high. Life sucks, and it needs it's perks. People who don't have a lot going for them, like a steady enjoyable job, a stable family life, or a healthy relationship, drugs are a surefire way to make up for what's lacking. Now that I can't smoke, due to probation, I've found 'legal' alternatives. It's a long road to recovery for some people. For me at least, it's little steps. Going from pot, which I could (but didn't) smoke every day illegally, to CCC's, which I have to be careful not to take too often, but is "legal." Of course, now I'm getting addicted to the CCC's, but the way I see it, is it's a comprimise. I'm not doing obviously illegal things (pot) and I'm not killing myself ODing on OTCs and prescriptions. I've gone from a serious level, to a less serious level. It's steps, because cold turkey plain doesn't work with everyone. I hope my rambling makes enough sense. Basically, if you see something wrong, do something about it. I had to do the steps all on my own after way too many OD attempts. Shed some light on your friend's problem, and try and give him what he needs, not what you or he wants. Best of luck!
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| Samurai Vehicular Lord Rick
Location: northeastern New York Total Likes: 1902 likes
No matter where you go, there you are...
| | | Re: Fucking Mad < Reply # 5 on 10/1/2008 2:05 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | With my friend, it started slowly, just a perk here, an oxy there and now, he's the worlds worst dealer. He's been ripped off i don't know how many times. It really breaks my heart. I had a long talk with his wife a few months back and she doesn't know what to do. What's worse, is he has a twin brother who is in just as bad a shape only with him, not only is it oxys, but crack as well. He went from being a little plump (not fat, just you know, a happy healthy size) to being a scarecrow. His fucking clothes are hanging off of him. It's just such a waste. fucking drugs.
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| Debi
Location: Worcester County, MA Gender: Female Total Likes: 23 likes
| | | Re: Fucking Mad < Reply # 6 on 10/1/2008 2:16 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | Posted by Samurai With my friend, it started slowly, just a perk here, an oxy there and now, he's the worlds worst dealer. He's been ripped off i don't know how many times. It really breaks my heart. I had a long talk with his wife a few months back and she doesn't know what to do. What's worse, is he has a twin brother who is in just as bad a shape only with him, not only is it oxys, but crack as well. He went from being a little plump (not fat, just you know, a happy healthy size) to being a scarecrow. His fucking clothes are hanging off of him. It's just such a waste. fucking drugs.
| Maybe his wife can look into the soboxone program. Eventually the same thing that was happening to me will happen to her. They won't be able to pay their bills, he'll become the worlds biggest sneak and liar (if he hasn't already) their kids may find a pill and eat it, etc. As you probably know, your tolerance for this drug just grows and grows. Therefore the perc here and there (which is also how my husband started) and the oxy here and there eventually won't cover it. It was the cost that blew me away. In my area its a dollar for every miligram, i.e., Oxy-40 = $40/each. My husband would eat up to 2 a day, which would be $560.00 a week. Short of a detox program, the suboxone is the only other treatment for oxy that I know.
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| Shael
Location: Witherbee, NY. Gender: Female Total Likes: 7 likes
Baaaaah.
| | | Re: Fucking Mad < Reply # 15 on 6/26/2010 11:35 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | Posted by Samurai postscript to this story... my two friends were arrested on a conspiracy charge and are both in rehab. After I posted this thread, my friend and his wife divorced, lost their house and almost lost their car. my hatred of drugs has grown furhter. i know rehab will do nothing for these guys. still bothers me.
| Well, one of two things...one, they fail rehab, they end up in jail, which can turn into a sobering experience, or so I've heard, or two...they manage to dodge the drug tests, make it through the program and go right back to it...which will still end up in jail if they get caught again, but usually it's not if, it's when they get caught again. I'm sorry to hear it, but it wasn't unexpected.
| "The best wine lies at the bottom of the pail/And Happiness lies below the navel." - Drukpa Kunley, "The Divine Madman of the Dragon Lineage" and "Saint of 5,000 Women". |
| Samurai Vehicular Lord Rick
Location: northeastern New York Total Likes: 1902 likes
No matter where you go, there you are...
| | | Re: Fucking Mad < Reply # 17 on 10/17/2011 7:06 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | Posted by Stealthy666 Hey Sam,I know what you mean.I used to love i mean love my perks,reefer, alcohol,and synthetic heroin..Oh and don't forget those Vicodin.I got arrested roughly 5 months ago for a crime i committed when i was drunk and on prescription painkillers,went to rehab shortly after that (about a couple weeks after)and ive been sober ever since.Haven't smoked any reefer/done any pills except the ones I have to take for depression/bi-polar/anxiety.Don't plan on going back to the way I was either.Any money that i had would go toward drugs/alcohol.I even sold a 20ft bamboo fishing rod i had just to get 2grams,I did a lot of fucked up shit just to get that next high,But now ive been about 5 months sober and life couldn't be any better!I can wake up without having to smoke a bowl or a do a line.Everything is so much clearer instead of living in the haze I was living in.I don't even have anything to do with people who get high or drunk all day/everyday or any of that shit.I've actually started a group on facebook called "Network of sober support",As I've said before being 110% clean and sober as bought me a new lease on life and I wouldnt trade it for the world
| please stay this way! I hate to sound like a PSA, but please please please even for the sake of those around you, don't go near those things are the people that do them. stay strong man. Life is a shit sandwich, but at least stay straight and enjoy the flavor... i've lost count of the friends i've lost to drugs and alcohol... i could cry right now because of it.
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