I miss my best friend.
entry by rz350
9/6/2009 8:45 PM
| I fucked up and pushed my best friend away, and it fucking sucks. I should of perhaps seen help for PTSD earlier. But I was to pig headed. I guess all I can really say is I miss my friend, and figured journal is the place to post inane crap like that. (if not, sorry mods, I though journal was for more or less anything non offensive and of a personal nature if I fucked up, delete it and I wont do it again)
if you, my former friend are reading this. I really do miss you, and wish you no harm. I'm almost tearing up here just after a little field exercise.
no thats a lie, I am more then tearing up. I'm fucking crying while sitting in CADPAT.
I hope some day you'll email or call me me or something. Cause I really do miss you. The best friend I ever had, who could always cheer me up some how. But I don't expect it, cause I'm pretty sure I blew it.
I fucked up and was wrong, I admit it. But too late do I notice the errors made. I should write an After Action Report on how to fuck up a friendship, and learn from my mistakes. [/lame attempt at humor]
as Tupac said, fuck the world.
[last edit 9/6/2009 9:10 PM by rz350 - edited 2 times]
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