Tired --> Anger
entry by IIVQ
10/18/2004 10:09 AM
| This weekend I had a LARP which was really really cool. It lacked just one thing: sleep 
This morning I took a look at the kitchen. It was clean when I left friday morning, but now it was a gigantic mess, which is weird as Rutger bought a new dishwasher.
My girlfriend, who is not living here, was putting things in the dishwasher, and I started helping her, saying to the people in the kitchen: "Shouldn't you be doing this? When I left it was clean." Tim then said that some work would be good for me. I pushed him and yelled at him how I was so seriously pissed off about how I clean other people's mess every day.
Then he put down his dirty coffe mug on the counter, instead in the dishwasher, saying "this is also dirty". I then poked him and said "can't you put that in the dishwasher", he said "no".
I then lost myself and really kicked him. I'm never much of an agressive person, and even if I swear, it's mostly directed at my computer.
Luckily my gf stepped between us and directed me to my room, where I started crying, partially from releasing tension and partially from being so tired.
I physically attacked someone for the first time since primary school, and though it was wrong and it didn't feel good, I do not regret it.
I just hope he learnt a lesson from this, or this will not be the last time I'm attacking him.
Tijmen
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Get a punching bag and let 'er rip when ya get pissed off. That or an old door. they both work wonders on teh strength issue and the release of your anger.
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