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Only three months into this year and I'm ready to post this, that's pretty good by my standards... 2021 was fucking insane for me. Not because of exploring, unfortunately. More because my life got jacked the fuck up and then suped the fuck up. I just got my year sober a few days ago...which probably gives you a picture of my 2021. Early into the year my fiance left, a childhood friend died, and I had couple stays in the psyche ward. All of this, actually, within my first week of sobriety. Needless to say, things looked bleak, and I was planning on checking out by my birthday. Somehow I decided to give a fuck. Within six months I had quit nicotine, finished my bankruptcy, and enrolled in school to major in sociology. Shit's good today! I say all of this because there's a lot of emotion behind last year's photos. I was going through a million stages of a million types of grief; sometimes the photos are a joyous rebellion and sometimes they're glimpses of personal isolation. The year sucked and the year was great...to me the photos suck and they're great lol. But idk, you tell me...
I went to this many places last year! 1.
I've Been Everywhere by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
Not really, I just saw that at an alligator farm (yes, Colorado has those) and just had to shoot it.
When I was starting to go bonkers from withdrawals, I started scouring the plains for homesteads and found some romantic litte spots. Maybe it's odd, but at the time I really identified with these places. 2.
Chronic Feelings Of Emptiness by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Stuck In The Middle With You by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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On The Edge Of Your Seat by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
5.
Shadow Box by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
6.
Black and White Thinking by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Have you ever TRIED to relax!? It is a paradox!! by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Netflix and Chill by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Hidden In Plain Sight by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
10.
In The Wind by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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A Better Door Than A Window by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
12.
Stepping Out by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Flying Colors by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Power Behind The Throne by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
15.
Brought To Light by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Flat Broke by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
Eventually I started to feel completely empty. I was out of dopamine, and beyond that I was just pissed. So one day I was like...why the fuck am I not in this mill right the fuck now? So I drove a million miles into nowhere, only to find that everything fought me. Like everything. Even when I got there, a train was passing the entrance so I stopped and waited...and the train just stopped eventually. Blocking the building. It added like an extra mile to walk around it, god was I mad. No idea why the parking lot was paved with manure. Falling down the stairts hurt like hell too, and I was pretty freaked out when I dropped my vape three stories down into a pile of muck...sticking straight up, upsidedown, like the sword in the stone. But either way, this circa 1911 sugar mill was well worth the bullshit! 17.
Evil R2-D2 by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
18.
Multi-Tiered Support System by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
19.
Out Of Control by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
20.
The Twelve Steps Aren't Working by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
21.
Golden Gate by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
22.
Gutter Mouth by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
23.
Pandora's Walk by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
24.
Despite All My Rage by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
25.
Overworkers Comp by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
26.
All The Bells And Whistles by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
27.
Shelf Help by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
28.
Are These The Droids You're Looking For? by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
29.
Tubes Tied by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
30.
Don't Chute by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
31.
Chrome Dome by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
32.
Third Wheel by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
33.
Step Right Up by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
34.
Walking On Air by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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A Poorly Oiled Machine by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
36.
They All Got Canned by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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2 GET HELP ! by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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A Hose Of A Different Color by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
39.
Nerves Of Steel by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
40.
Bursting At The Seams by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
Next came a gold mill after a friend came up from Texas to see the local scene. I had no idea this place existed, but the cops very much did. We met a homeless dude on acid who came in with us, chatted for a bit while shooting. While moving from one part to another, we saw the cop car outside the fence and bailed. Poor homeless dude is running down a steep hill with a little red wagon full of his stuff on acid. Turns out the cops just wanted us out...didn't even pull me over on the way out. So fuck it I guess. The whole ride home I was coughing to death...since the entire west was on fire, it was like trying to breath inside a muffler. The one exterior I took turned out like shit because it wasn't just the sky that was clouded with smoke, it was the fucking air. 41.
Grey Lung by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Industrial Illusion by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
43.
Ahead Of The Curve by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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In A Round About Way by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
45.
Industrial Society And Its Future by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Means Of Conveyance by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Seized Up Means Of Production by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Slippery Slope by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
The next day we checked out my first military location, an Atlas missle site. Upon entering, I realized we were passing right in front of a trail cam and we weren't sure how to handle it. So we just walked back out, pretended to return to the car, and then re-entered the base through a ten foot wide hole in the fence that was immediately to the left of the camera watching the entrance. Who the fuck knows why there was a train in there, but at that point I heard dirt bikes outside and kinda panicked. The entire complex was within a fence within a fence, so I figured maybe it was the caretakers or something. But then...they were gone as quick as they came. 49.
Jeepers Creepers by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
50.
Invasion Of Privacy by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
51.
Train Of Thought by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
52.
Cold War Camp Out by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
Why was this hall covered in hubcaps? Because why the fuck not. 53.
UFOs by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Down At The Hub by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Crew Cut by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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High Maintenance by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
Next, I ended up on a vacation to see a remote ghost town, yet stumbled on this interesting hotel first. I was really only expecting exteriors...then I saw the pool surrounded in seemingly indiginous stained glass. 57.
Walk The Line by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
58.
Lower The Bar by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Don't Keep Me Wading by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Burned Out by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Outreach Program by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Dry County III by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Better Window Than A Door by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Dry County II by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Under cover by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Where's The Fire? by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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The Long Way by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Don't Throw Stones In Stained Glass Houses by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Sink Or Swim by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Rot Tub by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Fireless Place by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Dry County I by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Bar Fly by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
The last place I explored was actually last August, right before school began. I was excited and kind of terrified for that opportunity, but first was a treat for about six months of "good behavior". The location is pretty fascinating with a great history and even scancal, but I posted that last month under the title "Cabin Fever Ghost Town". Check that out if you're curious...for now these are the ones I liked. 74.
Cabin Fever by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Losing Sleep by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Breakthrough by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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A Home Truth by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Hermit The Frog by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Old As The Hills by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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When The Bottom Drops Out by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Shotgun Shack by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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King Of The Hill by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Bottles Down by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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The Staircase Doesn't Fall Far From The Tree by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Pickup Sticks by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Ducks In A Row by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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All Aboard by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Shacking Up by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Clouds On The Horizon by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Back To Basics by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Two Of A Kind by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Hammered Home by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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A Place In The Sun by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
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Gone Ass Up by S⊙ph̷̤͝ia Dange̴͍̠͆r, on Flickr
So there you have it...worst year of my life, best year of my life. I have no idea. Probably the most important year of my life and I got some good shots out of it, so what can I say, I'm happy. And a side note, I contacted a local author, Kenneth Jessen, who writes the local ghost town books, and he'll be including a number of my photos in his book next year. So yeah, pretty rad.
[last edit 3/13/2022 5:39 AM by Weirdlig - edited 5 times]
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FUCK yeah.
Killer year my friend!
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Awesome shots! Sounds like you had a real roller coaster of a year, I hope things only get better from here.
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Damn, good set. If this is what you call a slow year exploring wise I can't imagine what a "good year" would look like.
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So many gorgeous moody shots! Looks like a good year to me
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Wow, what a great year you had.
34 is a perfect photo. The rest are great.
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Thanks ya'll, much appreciated!
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This is some great shooting, love the more intimate/close-up/detail shots you get from places. Those ghost town shots are all killer too tho.
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