It's weird how life will just change on you so completely... One minute you're a happy-go-lucky punk rock guitarist who enjoys wandering through abandoned places, the next thing you know you're getting ready to start a new life in Japan as an english teacher just so you can be with the girl you love.
I haven't gone exploring since like the end of April (Dixmont Asylum in Pennsylvania, PA), and everything's kinda gotten turned on it's head.
I dunno if I'm just being paranoid or what, but I dunno how I'm gonna do this. I know enough Japanese to hold really basic conversations, but I'm completely flat fucking broke, and I'm just having so many doubts about my ability to go through with this. I know this is what I want to do, but I just don't know if it'll be smooth sailing, or if I'm just setting myself up for a big failure.
Maybe I'm just letting my depressive imagination get to me, but this is gonna be one hell of a hard move. 'course, if it all works out, I'll be exactly where I feel I need to be.