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| The Big Quit. entry by becckeez 12/26/2018 8:03 PM
| I quit smoking cigarettes. My dear, dear, dearest friends. Or is that the withdrawal talking? I might make some replies here. The nicotine detox is next to unbearable. Anything to distract would help. Cheers and salute! to the folks who've muscled through and quit before. This is no easy task.
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trippin.
| | | Re: The Big Quit. < Reply # 7 on 1/21/2019 2:20 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | Day 031. I'm still here! Yes! A complete month! - most withdrawal symptoms have edged off. - cravings are rare, and last 2-3 minutes at the most. - sleep is still a mess (surprise, surprise) but digestion is better - time, I have so much more time on my hands. - emotions and thinking becoming more and more clear - symptoms now include taking my life and health a lot more seriously, standing tall, ... could this be ... self-respect? Self respect. Enough self respect to take a few steps forward in the right direction. Enough self respect to suck it up, and be brave and just go through with it: Today I go in to my boss, and tell him I'm quitting my job.
I won't be quitting immediately. I intend on working through to the end of my contract (May 2019). The point, is that I have no intention of renewing my contract. I have no intention on finishing the school/landlord's lease on that horrible apartment. I have every intention of respecting myself enough to pack my bags, grab my cat, jump in the car, and drive the fuck outta here.
I think J. put it the best: "Don't be worried about today, be excited. It's the first day of our next grand adventure." He's right. We've been through so much. I can't let something like this drag me down. So in the spirit of Big Quits. Here we go.
[last edit 1/21/2019 2:34 PM by becckeez - edited 3 times]
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