Same old, same old: have to get somewhere, but where? Then this abandoned farm's cowshed did appear into my mind. It was again time to descend to nightmares. I really like how mood of even most ordinary things can change completely different when they get long enough amount of oblivion.
"Nice to meet you, oh mister. I will be your humble servant, my master" did it say. And I were wondering what it's in those eyes; sincerity or something sly... I weren't able to say sure, but sure was that poor thing did have somekind of tumor growing through it's forehead. Poor it.
It did take me deeper... and then there were that moose.
"Of course is hard, when they take legs off from something like me" and continue
"I don't have anymore nothing else than long wait of last breath. Breath, that they will take with mirror front of my mouth". He did lower his voice;
"I've heard that She baths in those".
Deeper, deeper I did fall like autumn leaves or snow from the sky... and as cold were my heart too, completely frozen. I did meet a tiger, that did yell without sound... it did yell for pain, yell for loneliness, yell for yesterday, yell for tomorrow and yell for this moment too. And all that because he were told to do so, endlessly... but it would have do it anyway because... it was nightmare.
There were that poor donkey.
"Once upon a time, a long time ago" did it say,
"I were noble steed, you know, back at good days... I did use to be Her own... you know... and I still am but... now all warmth have vanish, there is only that hate left". And it did continue with breaking voice
"and it hurts".
Deeper, deeper, deeper... id I'd ever wonder how did die all those little angel childs in old postcards... now I did know.
"It's like cold autumn night breeze... it's like 3 meters of cold and soggy soil over you... it's like everlasting fear of light and fear of night and nightmares to come, tear and bite... everlasting moaning and crying around" did she say.
"and then those everlasting questions; how do I look, am I beautiful. And you know... there ain't right answers to those questions... and wrong answers... they have their price".
And finally I were there, in the inner chamber of nightmares. Princess of the Eternal Dawn were still there. In different position than last time, but it still were, hiding from the burning light, waiting for the darkest night.
"Come, lay down next to me, let's rest together" did she say.
And it wasn't request.
And so we did lay there and those moments did felt like thousand and one night, most coldest night, eternal night without no hope to wake ever again... except to same nightmare. Oh you, Princess of the Eternal Dawn, mistress of Nightmares and Kingdom of Shadows! You shall be the One, now and then till the all light have died.
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And after that happy little tale
with bad english, to show that I were able to escape (which was interesting story with few really amazing and heroic happenings) traditional-extra-off-topic-hyper-mega-off-topic-bonus-picture! It comes from yesterday, when we did get snow, so it was camera teasing time:
To next time...
