Holy fucking hell! 10 days at work and I'm already ready to die, literally. I'm already fallen in that "happens every time" mode where I can't get my mouth open at all while everybody else is talking talking talking. And as you know, if you are quiet in this world it means that you are idiot and strange. And when others start to treat you as one, it gets really hard. And that place really is place where you should be able to take your space... and I just can't, I am not that kind of person. Sad that they can't know my other person that comes out anywhere but not at work... now I am just waiting this summer to end.

But after this shit to photos. These are from my last free weekend, I mean I did return to work after this weekend. I've known this abandoned farm for long time, but it have been locked. Now I did get hint from local, that it is open. Day was saturday and evening, but I weren't able to resist. I did go there and start drinking bit later. I know that I must return there, there must be lot of photos waiting...

As far as I know, last person who did live there did die to alcoholism at 2004.



Evening in Forgotten Garden:





House on the Hill:





Summer Saturday Evening:





Something Blue:





Old Iron:





Black Birds:





Long Gone:





Aerial View (only house were still there, even cowshed were collapsed at last winter):





Place Were Painted (this seems to be painted by local artist, who did live wandering from house to house and paint paintings if needed or wanted. As far as I know, he didn't take almost nothing from them and most of people didn't think that they were valuable at all. No need to mention that today people have start to see that they ain't rubbish... Artist himself died 1983):





Sunset boulevard:





Looking into Mirror:





Golden Light:





Looking in TV:





Swansong:





Jesus Saves (Not):





Looking Back to Past:





The Chair:





From the Past:





It's the Art:





Sauna (of Darkness and Light):





In the Attic:





Ghosts:





Even Childrens Have to Die:







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And traditional off-topic-bonus-picture comes from... Paradise! So no surprises today.



That's it, thanks for watching.

Great location, and great photos as usual! I love "swan song". You really used the blue color of the stepladder well.

Don't stress too much about work. It's better to be quiet and to speak up when it is vital. This gives your words much more impact and gravity when you need it most.

Nice work, really liked Ghosts.

The last forest shot is gorgeous!

Your talent lies way beyond talking, showing off, sounding important. I understand, I am Misunderstood you see. Some people are Quick on their feet and loose with their tongues. They flap their jaws... but never say anything truly meaningful, Others are Deep thinkers and have a Big Heart. <3 Stay that way!

Awesomely Stunning! Love the House on the Hill and the processing.

Looking into mirror has humor and makes me as the viewer think about personal reflection

Love the curtains and the chair and the pics of the old coats mesmerize me.

Its the Art/ is my fave. That girl playing her instrument makes me smile Thank You for ALL of these Wonderful photos.

Posted by azuro1125 Great location, and great photos as usual! I love "swan song". You really used the blue color of the stepladder well. Don't stress too much about work. It's better to be quiet and to speak up when it is vital. This gives your words much more impact and gravity when you need it most.

Yeah, I was thinking yesterday evening if I should have return there already... but I did choose brick factory, which were good choise, I'll think. Maybe next weekend would be second time for this pearl.

And thanks, I'll try to remember that (just like what Charles Bukowski did say: you can't dream about 100% day, but if you get 51% you have already won). That place just is... they always need one idiot. And this summer it's me.

Posted by ZenCanadian Nice work, really liked Ghosts.

Thanks.

Posted by siper The last forest shot is gorgeous!

Probably my favorite from this year's Paradise shots too.

Posted by Misunderstood Your talent lies way beyond talking, showing off, sounding important. I understand, I am Misunderstood you see. Some people are Quick on their feet and loose with their tongues. They flap their jaws... but never say anything truly meaningful, Others are Deep thinkers and have a Big Heart. <3 Stay that way! Awesomely Stunning! Love the House on the Hill and the processing. Looking into mirror has humor and makes me as the viewer think about personal reflection Love the curtains and the chair and the pics of the old coats mesmerize me. Its the Art/ is my fave. That girl playing her instrument makes me smile Thank You for ALL of these Wonderful photos.

Only bad thing is that when everybody else treat you like an idiot, you start to ask yourself if you really are one. At good moments it's easy to think that what the fuck, you can shine here, I shine somewhere else. Sad that I can't keep that good mood on for 8 hours. Damned.

Thanks again your precious words. ^^

man old iron!! killah

its the art,

have to say you are one heck of an artist!!

Awesome work, I really like the second picture.. And don't worry about what people think, they are the fools.. I'm kind of quiet myself and don't smile a lot, so people always think I'm an asshole but I just don't talk if there's nothing to say and Its physically impossible for me to smile 24/7, lol..

Is that a Vladimir Lenin etching in the one Entitled "Looking into mirror"?