Welcome To Negative Zero's Journal of Random Stuff

Yadda yadda yadda.... umm well this is the intro to my journal. Expect lots of random thought, some stuff about UE, some not about UE, and my opinions, and what I do in my boring life, as much as I know people don't care (no i'm not an emo kiddy). Well, you can contact me on msn or email via: [email protected] send me comments, or just add me to chat, I'm up weird hours.

Yawnnn, I'm tired, so i'll post my OPEX thoughts later on...

Tonite... went scouting for a bit, found a interest site right near me, but i need a ladder as I can't reach up, even to start a climb (which i'm good at). Wanted to go draining at this new drain I found near my house, but it was a little rushing with water, lol.

I can't sleep right now, working midnights sucks when your actually not working, random people feel free to add me to msn.

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Few minutes later....

Ya, still bored, and now im hungry. Anways... It stormed like hell in Southern Ontario today, I am growing plants outside (tomato plants!) and they seemed to have gotten a little damaged from it.

I went to Whitby Psych on *************, it was quite interesting, I intentionally went without a flashlight or any gear except a lighter, and a bottle of water. I managed to navigate pretty good in pitch black once my eyes adjusted, I only had to use the lighter a couple times.

My knee is still bruised from OPEX (thursday) almost two weeks and it's still bruised! I slipped on a slide on "draining with umbra" it hurt a bit then, hurt a lot the next day, now its just bruised and tender, i must have fell worse than i thought. Although it doesn't even come close to tearing groin muscles at Brickworks, that was a bitch.

I need to find a working vehicle, this really sucks having to walk and use expensive forms of transportation, where I live we only have GO Buses (4 times a day, only to whitby) or cabs, which are rediculously expensive compared to toronto. A GO Bus ride to Whitby Go Station from the bus stop a 2 minute walk is 3.50, a cab ride the same distance, same start, same destination is 21.00, WTF!?!??!

Tomorrow.... tomorrow I need to call work and check my schedule, I've only been there one shift, and I'm already pretty sure I'm gonna hate this job as much as the rest of em, why can't I just get paid to blow shit up like I want?

06/15/04

I'm having a really shitty day, I had intended to go draining earlier this morning to give me some exercise and time outside, except I ended up staying awake all night and stressing, because of various reasons, including working midnights making me an insomniac, I was unable to go.

I'm also trying to tow this truck I want all the way from bellville, except its friggin rediculous how much it will end up costing me.

Well It's midnight Tuesday (well wednesday now...) and I'm getting ready for bed, I'm going to the Toronto Zoo tomorrow with jules and her daughter as like a group leader. I'll be with little kids tho, so no UE for me , i'm not planning teaching 4 and 5 year old children the finer points of social engineering or tunneling. Although I'm pretty sure that the Zoo has some cool places to inf and explore, as long as you don't end up turning a corner right into a lion's pen. Those things always look damn hungry.

I'm hoping to go do that drain I've been wanting to tomorrow, it's supposed to be pretty overcast and hot so I think it may rain, but I'll have to see as time makes itself closer.

I've been cutting back on my smoking alot recently, I'm used to smoking like a pack a day, and now I'm cut down to like 3-4 smokes a day. Im quite proud of myself, but on the otherhand, it's making me quite irritable, and I think is playing a large part in my not being able to sleep well. Im outta here
-Zero

EDIT:grammar